holy crap. it's been 3 years since i've blogged. and hell of a 3 year period i must say. life has definitely changed. friends have come and gone and new ones come again.

just an update for this dead blog:
my course marks have been at their peak in my entire university level, straight As, thank the Lord. my health has been fine, but gaining abit of girth which can still be trimmed after graduation. my family is great, bro had a baby darling girl, Charlaine, grandma's still alive and kicking, parents are healthy, mom is retiring, dad is doing well in his new job. my boyfriend is still the most loving as always, my potential life partner. my current friends are the best, shahzia, jenn, huiting, lovelle, nasser, cici, billy, marcel, atsushi, john, bryan, jj, mike, lynda, aaqil, amy, andrea castro, andrea ma, andy, steph, wilson, derek, mannissa, fiona, kathy, sarah jafri, juwairiah, fatima, ljiljana, you guys are awesome. i was close to being convinced that nice people don't exist anymore, the true genuine friends who don't secretly use u or take advantage of your company, your love, your support, your trust, who thinks that you're always second best, not worthy of their attention. let me tell you, if they do these things, they are not your friend, therefore, you should let them go their way and release yourself from these leeches, who will only drain you dry. hm, ok what else, applying for science jobs. gonna save up money, send some home, get an apartment, a car, get married, apply for masters for physiotherapy at western, mcmaster or toronto university.

life at its best, no complaints. i've let go of the past, and have moved on. i no longer wish any harm to befall anyone, i go my own way, they go theirs, if i ever see them again, i am not obligated to say hi or be nice to them because forgiving someone does not mean you have to be their bestfriend again or be nice to them again, you have the choice to decide not to have anything to do with them having known they don't do well as friends. no hate, no anger, just being wiser. no connections. that's what letting go is truly about.

i live my life. i am entitled to my opinions, and you are entitled to yours. but keep in mind, your opinion will not have any alteration on mine. because my opinion weigh more in my world. and you yours.

peace out.